
You can’t really see it, but I’m holding a copy of my thesis and the “PhinisheD” mug on the day of my submission. Of course, I’m not really finished – not even the thesis, which will probably come back with corrections after examination!
It’s five years today since I officially started my biography of Katharine Susannah Prichard. This is starting to be a long time. The decade was young when I began and now it’s finishing. In fact, I was beginning just at the start of the centenary of the Great War, and I submitted my PhD thesis on Katharine’s early life in late June, just before the centenary of Armistice. My thesis lasted the length of the Great War; the whole biography – extending the story to the end of her life – will take somewhat longer.
I sort of limped to the finish line with the PhD. Not in terms of the quality of the thesis – I put everything into it, and it’s as good as I could possibly make it. But five years ago I had hopes of an academic career. I knew how broken the system was, how there might be one or two jobs for every one hundred PhD graduates in the humanities, yet I thought I would be the exception. Instead, I learned along the way that parenting two small children wasn’t going to leave time for the academic publications, the sessional teaching, and the networking I would need to have any hope of an academic career. I decided that rather than putting energy into a doomed attempt, I would focus on writing the biography (my main goal) and being the parent I needed to be.
There’s another factor which I had already anticipated – I’m not at home in any discipline and I’m not really fashionably interdisciplinary either. In an academic sense, I exist in the overlap between creative writing, history, and literary criticism – but I’m no longer creative enough for the first, I don’t have the formal background for the second, and the usual concerns of the third don’t excite me. However, I count my blessings – under two great supervisors, Tony Hughes d’Aeth and Van Ikin, I was able to do the sort of research I wanted to do within English and Cultural Studies at the University of Western Australia. I hope to maintain connections to academia, probably as an honorary research fellow, while accepting my accustomed position as something of an outsider. (Let’s be honest, I wouldn’t have it any other way.)
In this last year, side-projects have kept taking me away from the biography itself. Maybe I’ve been unwise, but they were all worthy things. I mean, one was the introduction to my thesis, which was non-negotiable, and the endless fine-tuning before submission. And I was honoured to be the judge of three literary competitions, including the fiction and non-fiction sections of the KSP commemorative competition. I wrote an overview of Katharine’s life for the anthology from that competition. I wrote a paper on Katharine’s research trip to Kalgoorlie for the Australian literature conference in July. An editor asked for a scholarly essay on the status of Coonardoo after the critiques of its Aboriginal representation; she liked it, but the reviewers did not. And ahead of the fiftieth anniversary of Katharine’s death I’m about to submit a creative non-fiction piece on Katharine’s final year to a journal.
I did make some linear progress on the biography too. Finished off 1933 – Katharine’s trip to Soviet Union and Hugo’s suicide. Wrote half of the next chapter, including much of the Egon Kisch affair, and am stalled in 1935. Wrote a bit of a 1941 chapter. Have the beginnings of the 1969 chapter.
Most importantly of all, last month I had a meeting with a publisher who liked the chapter I sent and wants to see more; next priority is revising a big section to send her. Hope I haven’t jinxed it by mentioning it!
Such a huge amount of work Nathan. No, you haven’t jinxed it by mentioning it . . . I say you’ve just brought so many more well-wishers into the dream. I will be sending good vibes your way and hoping for word of a contract in the wind. So many of us want to see this work in print!
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I’ll second Karenlee’s thoughts, Nathan. I am longing to see this book in print too.
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Thanks for your good wishes Karenlee and Lisa – it’s so encouraging to have some interest I had to share it!
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Absolutely think this is the most grown up and wonderful thing I’ve read in a long time. I can’t wait to read your work, Nathan. It will be better because of the extra focus.
“Instead, I learned along the way that parenting two small children wasn’t going to leave time for the academic publications, the sessional teaching, and the networking I would need to have any hope of an academic career. I decided that rather than putting energy into a doomed attempt, I would focus on writing the biography (my main goal) and being the parent I needed to be”
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Thanks Bel. You can’t do everything, is a hard lesson of adulthood. I need to write back to your email! Sorry it’s been so long. I suppose this post answers your question in a roundabout way, but I’ll be more specific. 🙂
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Keep going, Nathan! You’ve done a terrific job so far. I know what it’s like to complete a PhD with two small children, believe me! But now that you’ve got that out of the way, I, among many others, hope that you’ll go on to finish that biography we all want to read.
Denise
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Thanks Denise!
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Good news (so far!) about publisher. I’m sure you’ll work your way through being a writer/worker/husband/father and think of all the bullshit you won’t have to put up with being a small cog in a big university wheel (Did I tell you geology PhD daughter is leaving the kids with us and going to Germany later this year? Just teasing!)
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Thanks Bill, think I am saving myself a tonne of extra stress.
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Congratulations Nathan. I will look forward to reading it! And I am sure it will be a wonderful piece of work. Stephen Hall passed the link to me – a mutual friend I believe? I enjoyed your blog and learning more about you and the bumpy and tumultuous road to completion. It mirrors my own experience and I too decided that completion was enough of an end in itself. But a PhD can change your life in ways difficult to predict. That perfect trifecta – right time, place, and person – might be just around the corner!
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Thank you Malcolm and so good to hear from you. Stephen is an old friend of my family’s. When I finally get to Canberra again it’d be great to say hello to you and the others at the NCB. The biography conference in 2016 was a highlight of my PhD.
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It struck me that you might like to come to ANU and present at a Biography Workshop next year. You up for it?
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I’d love to Malcolm – that would be an honour.
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Anything to do with KSP always attracts a crowd – leave it with me. Maybe we can combine it with a few other events to make the trek across the Nullarbor worthwhile. ‘Twould be good to see you again.
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Thank you Malcolm.
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Wonderful achievements, Nathan—all of them—and I wish you every success in finding the right home for your biography.
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Thanks Amanda!
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And write an essay for the the Review section of the Weekend Australian – or other more favoured publication! – to commemorate the 50th anniversary, and perhaps get a little bit of promotion for your forthcoming book?
Great to see you finish it, though Nathan: a worthy achievement! Also a worthy, and perhaps even more worthy achievement, is being a great parent to your two wonderful kids.
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Thanks Michael – would’ve been nice to have the whole book finished for the anniversary, but I won’t wait for her 150th birthday in 2033!
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Just trying to catch up on blogs that I missed in my pre-Japan trip busy-ness. This is such a great post, Nathan. Good on you. It shows how much life is a journey of learning and discovery about ourselves. I can tell you that that three decades on you will probably still be learning and discovering – but, with your attitude, it will always be positive (even not always successful!) Does that make sense?
Meanwhile, I wish you all the best with the publisher, because like the others, I want to see this book, as well as see you achieve your goal!
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Thank you Sue, that does make sense.
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Well done – even with my typos/duplicated or missing words!!
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